no more feeling sleepy hopefully

my computer picked up a trojan, so i'm temporarily away from the internet at my place until i get norton anti-virus or something similar. that's why i haven't been blogging lately. my grandma took me to walmart today and all they had was norton 36. i would normally just have her buy it but i stupidly told her to wait til she goes to best buy and ask them for the most recent version of norton anti-virus and i had her put it back. i would have normally had her just buy 360 and if it didn't work or if i had found there was a more recent version- buy that version of norton anti-virus. she's going to check at a best buy that's on the way to the place that she camps at. i'm sn idiot, i should've just had her buy 360.
in other news, i'm being weened off the medicine/drug that's supposed to stop me from having seizures. i had an eeg on tuesday and they were afraid that i wouldn't be able to fall asleep for them to read my brain waves or whatever, i usually would have problems falling asleep for all of my tests where they study you while you sleep. it came to the point of them actually having to send me to a sleep clinic once. i actually fell asleep at this eeg! i don't know what it was but i did fall asleep and the site supervisor went with me to the appointment and she said that i slept with my mouth open and that was probably why i needed to have water in bed by me.
i don't have anything going for me. i don't have a job and i don't go to school, i wish that i could still continue to walk while maintaining a job. i need patience though, it will all come to me eventually, i just need to continue telling myself that.